Tomorrow marks 6 months since you left us.
In some ways it seems only yesterday I told you to go, told you we'd be ok, told you I loved you always my crazy chicken.
In other ways it seems like it's been forever.
The ache remains. I don't ever stop thinking of you but it doesn't paralyze me either. Life goes on, the bills get paid and groceries gotten but it doesn't mean you aren't here with me.
Sometimes it's dream-like, this thought of you. Like, did you really exist? Did this all happen? Did I ever know someone named Dan(although that's technically not your given name now is it lol).
Connor is so your mini-me. Even his smile is like yours after chemo took your teeth that is.
We ARE ok Dan. We miss you, we love you always but onward we go. A piece of you goes on our adventures with us....enjoy! :)
To the moon and back my Crazy Chicken....
Love your Goosey.
I know exactly how you feel. <3 <3 <3 I'm right there with you. It does get better as you go along. But the pain and ache still remains. I know he is with you in spirit, but I truly do understand that spiritually doesn't really account for psychically.
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